Thursday, May 22, 2014

A reflection on a semester of making (and a year of discovering talent)


This is the final product of what I made as a portfolio of my semester of making art every day. I am pretty proud of the final product, but not as proud of the accomplishments that it represents. Granted, I still have a long way to go to achieve where I want to be, and I sometimes feel way more behind than I really am. But I'm excited to go into summer with a fresh head on my shoulders and a fresh eye for creativity.

This semester, and this year really, have marked huge milestones for me. In the fall I took Graphic Design, which trained my eye towards typography and lettering. I learned a lot about what good design looks like and how lettering can enhance it. I also took feature writing, which - as it turns out - may be the kind of writing I really want to do. My Theology of Justice class gave me this epiphany earlier this year, and now I have a passion I can really work towards.

Over January I went to Kenya and met wonderful people in an entirely new part of the world where they do things drastically different. I got to see safari animals straight out of the Lion King, I got to meet orphans and journalists and nuns and restaurant owners who are working their way towards their own goals, and I was incredibly inspired by their hospitality and generosity towards us white kids. It could not have changed me in a better way.

This semester happened to be the single most stressful and busiest times of my life. I was taking a full credit load and working 3-4 jobs, which was actually nothing different than the past few semesters, but for some reason this semester really kicked me in the rear and spat in my face. I have never had so much to do in my entire life. What was upsetting was that all these classes are things that I was really inspired and wonderfully challenged by, and they are all things I really wanted to spend time on. I truly loved each and every class and job I had. But I just did not have sufficient time to spend on anything. This semester really proved my mother right, there is, in fact, such a thing as too much of a good thing. And never do I ever want to do it again.

But, here comes the benefits. This semester I learned a lot. I learned about how I deal with stress, I learned about art connections, I learned about my creative process and what is necessary for me to create and be fruitful. And I still have a lot left to learn.

Over the summer I am assigned to make a completely new body of work in preparation for my art senior seminar, and we are to prepare a show for the first week of September. Therefore, this girl will continue creating over the summer! So you should see some more art over here in the hole in the wall, just maybe not completely daily.

Follow up message, I am selling these! 50c each, 1.5 inches in diameter. For your laptop or waterbottle or forehead. These are what they look like:




Let me know if you like/want one. :)

Happy Summer!!



Friday, May 9, 2014

Book-making

This is a screen shot of the book I'm working on in InDesign, which is turning out to be pretty fun. Because I'm done for the semester with #artdaily, I'm taking the week to put together my book to send into print on Monday. Wheeeeeeee

Here's to a beautiful semester. To those of you who are on summer already... 

Shoot. Two more weeks left.

Happy Friday! 



Monday, May 5, 2014

Rejection and the art school

This is the very piece I spent hours on last week, you may recall. It's a labor of love, because at the end of the day, this piece didn't go anywhere. Don't get me wrong, I learned a lot from this experience, and I know how to deal with rejection. It just feels discouraging that I could never bring this piece up to par the way I wanted.

I always dreamed of going to an art school, studying music or art or something only really artsy people did. I used to dream about what it would be like to paint or draw for homework, to be in thesis shows and showcase performances, and to do academics in a way that academics would frown upon. And the funny thing is that it never felt like an attainable dream. I was always unsure of how I would fit into that area of study, or if I could even make it. Now here I sit, in a studio of my very own, a junior in the art & design department, directionless after a long semester of stretching myself. 

Honestly I'm feeling kind of burnt out. I don't know what else to make, or what else I can do to stick my neck out in an area that I've never felt very confident in my abilities. I'm expected to continue to create over the summer in expectation of a Senior Show at the beginning of the year, going into Senior Seminar and a Thesis exhibition. This all sounds really terrifying, honestly. What on earth am I expected to write an entire thesis paper on?

This past week was the last week of daily art expectations, and this coming week we are to put together a book of the work we've done over the course of the semester. This week will be a break of sorts, but also a winding up of everything else I have to do with my life, hashtag overwhelmed, ya feel me?

In the end, this was just a rambling post. But hey, it's a Monday, and it's beautiful out, and who even wants to get anything done you know?



Thursday, May 1, 2014

a week in the life.


Art majors cram, just like everyone else, the week a big project is due. Here's an all-too-real snapshot of what my life looked like this past week, artwork needing to be done by 9am tomorrow morning:

Monday: class from 8:20am to 3:45pm (somehow I managed meals and a workout.)
In the studio 6-10:30pm. 
total of 4.5 hours

Tuesday: Studio from 8-11am
Class and work until 8pm 
Studio from 8:30-10:30pm
total of 5 hours

Wednesday (all three classes were cancelled, it's a miracle.) 
Studio from 8-10am
Buying art supplies from 10-11:30am
Work until 1:15
Studio from 1:30-6pm (!!)
Work 6-8pm 
A little more studio time, 10-11:30pm. 
total of 8 hours

Thursday: Studio from 9am-12:30pm
Class and work until 3pm
Finishing up pieces, last minute shopping for mounting etc. until ?? 
4.5 (ish) hours

Blogging right now as a break. Where do I even go from here? 

Happy Thursday!