Recently

Recently I seem to be in a bit of a rut. I'm stuck. I keep getting behind. I do things I'm not entirely proud of, even though I can see myself improving skill-wise. I just want to improve with ideas, and with works. You know what I mean?

I know I'm capable of much more then I'm doing. I want to extend my boundaries, and work towards bigger and better things. I want to make something big, something complete that I'm proud of. I'm sick of working towards an unknown goal, I want to reach it already, darn it.

This spring is busy and exciting. I'm working on 3 or 4 commissions simultaneously, and plan to get a lot done over Easter Break (knock on wood, fingers crossed) but I am still swamped. Classes are picking up and I know I'm only going to keep getting busier. I want summer, but I don't at the same time. I want to enjoy my last semester as a true upperclassmen with my friends. And I hope to make the most of the last month by cranking out things that I'm proud of.

Happy Tuesday!